Life is such a fragile thing. Before anything happens, please do cherish your friends and loved ones beside you.
What I just want to say is Farewell. U will always live inside my heart. I love you and will always miss you, Ah Po...
Sunday, August 02, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
may - june
Been quite some time since I last blogged.
Was sick last month and total number of days I worked was around 14 days? Hm, this is so terrible..
Attended the WSQ ESS course and it was refreshing. Will be going for the other 1 in July.
GSS is here and I have yet to buy anything I fancy, wanna buy a wallet, the wallets doesnt have the leather I want.. Wanna get Sony H50 but this model is not available in the PC show... So disappointed...
Shopped at Vivo but bought nothing... Spent $$ on food, and hagen daz icecream...... Nice....
Was sick last month and total number of days I worked was around 14 days? Hm, this is so terrible..
Attended the WSQ ESS course and it was refreshing. Will be going for the other 1 in July.
GSS is here and I have yet to buy anything I fancy, wanna buy a wallet, the wallets doesnt have the leather I want.. Wanna get Sony H50 but this model is not available in the PC show... So disappointed...
Shopped at Vivo but bought nothing... Spent $$ on food, and hagen daz icecream...... Nice....
Monday, April 06, 2009
It's April~
Yeah, it is April and that means my bdae is just round the corner.. Time to pamper myself a little.. Firstly, I got myself a Agnes B bag. Jz to reward myself for the hard work. 2ndly, a black Ferrari F1 shirt, yeah I know Ferrari team isnt performing well. but heck, i juz love the tee. Decide to pamper myself, therefore I book a hotel room in KL to go on a shopping cum eating tour with my bro, since there is a Good Friday holiday!
Work life never seems easy, esp when I wanted to resign from my current company. My employer doesnt want to release me, so in the end we have to talk terms. I guess we both take a step back, settling at something both of us agreed on.
Next, I shall be moving house.. to Kovan! God bless me, Kovan to Tuas = dead Cheryl. No choice, for the sake of the family, I got to travel. Waiting to move into the new house, since it is still under renovation. Staying in Kovan means going back to JB will be less often. Time to meet up some close friends n jio them out since it has been quite some time I last met them. such as some secondary school friends, primary school friends, I feel that is the best time of my life, unlike some friends of mine, super duper realistic, like the bitches in my poly class and some more to name. sucks big time.....
Shall be looking forward to my KL trip, and hopefully a Vietnam trip and HK trip if possible in the 2nd half of 2009....
cheerS~
Work life never seems easy, esp when I wanted to resign from my current company. My employer doesnt want to release me, so in the end we have to talk terms. I guess we both take a step back, settling at something both of us agreed on.
Next, I shall be moving house.. to Kovan! God bless me, Kovan to Tuas = dead Cheryl. No choice, for the sake of the family, I got to travel. Waiting to move into the new house, since it is still under renovation. Staying in Kovan means going back to JB will be less often. Time to meet up some close friends n jio them out since it has been quite some time I last met them. such as some secondary school friends, primary school friends, I feel that is the best time of my life, unlike some friends of mine, super duper realistic, like the bitches in my poly class and some more to name. sucks big time.....
Shall be looking forward to my KL trip, and hopefully a Vietnam trip and HK trip if possible in the 2nd half of 2009....
cheerS~
Thursday, January 15, 2009
So fast and it is almost CNY soon. Frankly speaking, I have yet to start shopping. Feel like running away for this CNY. I feel as I grow older, the mood and hype has died down.
Feeling very tired daily after work, starting to lose some will power as day passes. How can I stay motivated in this job? Have thoughts of buying car and move back, but it seems I wanna change job soon. At least to relieve myself from the endless jobs.
Hate it when I m told to go back to upgrade my skills. Grh, upgrading means I will be tied down by company. What shld I do?
Feeling very tired daily after work, starting to lose some will power as day passes. How can I stay motivated in this job? Have thoughts of buying car and move back, but it seems I wanna change job soon. At least to relieve myself from the endless jobs.
Hate it when I m told to go back to upgrade my skills. Grh, upgrading means I will be tied down by company. What shld I do?
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
Perhaps the last entry for 2008
2008 has generally been a great year for me. I did managed to have a career change but I am still not satisfied with what I have. Am I over ambitious in my life? I cant seem to get satisfied easily. What exactly do I want in my life?
1. A prospectable career
2. More money and luxuries in life
3. My other half
4. MBA certification
Perhaps these r what I probably wanna attain in 2 to 3 years. I need to make changes in my life.
Some major events that happened in 2008.
1. Somehow or rather, I endured working in my ex company. The thought of resigning was lingering in my head since I didnt make it thru for the Capital Market exams. The greater blow was my confirmation date was 5th Jan 2008 and I did not qualify for a single cent of bonus. So much efforts put into work but there wasn't any returns. Went through a period of depression then.
2. Juz because I began working, my ang pow from my aunt was cut, by 70%. So unfair...
3. 23rd bdae in April. I had a nice time with the guys from school. Came in to JB to celebrate my bdae. Touched and I am grateful to them.
4. Found a new job in Sg in the same month, perhaps my bdae wish came true. Haha
5. Started work in Singapore. Living there too. Life seems to change totally for me. From being everything is done for me at home, I have to be very independent. I felt home sick, coz couldn't stand the loneliness. But I overcome it, thanks to Eline who talked me out.
6. Life has been a roller coaster for me. Love life has never been good. I liked someone, but he didn't like me I suppose, coz he is still hiding and not facing reality.
7. It has been 1 year since I graduated from university. I guess I have yet to achieve much in life. Still a nobody....
8. Has made a good friend in work but leaving soon.. I need to be more independent again. Frankly speaking, I have got no heart to work in this company. Why? It's difficult to work in a place with double standards, some people just behave like barbarian at times. How to work for 1 when he doesnt know how to manage the job, the company and the people? What more to lead this company. I see my days in this company numbered, I seriously need a total change in environment. Somewhere I can maximise and unleash my potential, somewhere I can grow and climb the corporate ladder. Somewhere that can motivate me intrinsically and extrinsically. More money, more status, more autonomy, more power, more opportunities to go abroad. Before I lose my will, I need someone to guide me out and lead me to where I want.
9. So much of my unhappiness, 2008 is ending, shall look forward to my bonus, my year end class chalet for a whole lot of fun and crazy drinking session. hope I will not be knock out by them.. Haha..
I wish 2009 will be a better year for me, but knowing that chances to jump into a MNC is quite limited as world economy is very bad. I hope that some kind souls donate 100k to me. And I shall stop work 24 hrs to enrol for my MBA.
1. A prospectable career
2. More money and luxuries in life
3. My other half
4. MBA certification
Perhaps these r what I probably wanna attain in 2 to 3 years. I need to make changes in my life.
Some major events that happened in 2008.
1. Somehow or rather, I endured working in my ex company. The thought of resigning was lingering in my head since I didnt make it thru for the Capital Market exams. The greater blow was my confirmation date was 5th Jan 2008 and I did not qualify for a single cent of bonus. So much efforts put into work but there wasn't any returns. Went through a period of depression then.
2. Juz because I began working, my ang pow from my aunt was cut, by 70%. So unfair...
3. 23rd bdae in April. I had a nice time with the guys from school. Came in to JB to celebrate my bdae. Touched and I am grateful to them.
4. Found a new job in Sg in the same month, perhaps my bdae wish came true. Haha
5. Started work in Singapore. Living there too. Life seems to change totally for me. From being everything is done for me at home, I have to be very independent. I felt home sick, coz couldn't stand the loneliness. But I overcome it, thanks to Eline who talked me out.
6. Life has been a roller coaster for me. Love life has never been good. I liked someone, but he didn't like me I suppose, coz he is still hiding and not facing reality.
7. It has been 1 year since I graduated from university. I guess I have yet to achieve much in life. Still a nobody....
8. Has made a good friend in work but leaving soon.. I need to be more independent again. Frankly speaking, I have got no heart to work in this company. Why? It's difficult to work in a place with double standards, some people just behave like barbarian at times. How to work for 1 when he doesnt know how to manage the job, the company and the people? What more to lead this company. I see my days in this company numbered, I seriously need a total change in environment. Somewhere I can maximise and unleash my potential, somewhere I can grow and climb the corporate ladder. Somewhere that can motivate me intrinsically and extrinsically. More money, more status, more autonomy, more power, more opportunities to go abroad. Before I lose my will, I need someone to guide me out and lead me to where I want.
9. So much of my unhappiness, 2008 is ending, shall look forward to my bonus, my year end class chalet for a whole lot of fun and crazy drinking session. hope I will not be knock out by them.. Haha..
I wish 2009 will be a better year for me, but knowing that chances to jump into a MNC is quite limited as world economy is very bad. I hope that some kind souls donate 100k to me. And I shall stop work 24 hrs to enrol for my MBA.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
我好累
After close to half a year of waiting and playing the guessing game, I officially declare I am tired. 我好累. I dont wish to wait any longer. The feeling of waiting for someone is terrible.. At times, u wish that he's here for u, but this is not possible. Though he's single right now, I am still not able to break into his heart.
Been playing this song... Grh..
Title: I Don't Wanna Fall In Love
Who needs to feel that way
Who needs those words to say
Who wants to give their heart
To watch love fade away
Cause I made up my mind
I didnt wanna know
Why should i find a love
That isnt here to stay
I wasnt waiting until you came along
And now i need you to tell me
where my heart belongs
[Chorus]
But i dont wanna fall in love
til i fall in love with you
and you showed me what my heart already knew
(my heart knew)
I dont wanna fall in love
Til I know the love is true
Cuz i need (cuz i need)
you to feel the way i do
when i give my heart to you
I've seen the tears they cry
When its time for goodbye
I didnt wanna be the one who's asking why
I didnt think that i would ever feel so strong
but now i know that i was wrong
Chorus
Now i believe its worth the chance
to find the love to last (my life) for all my life
Give me a sign so i will always know this love is right
(this love is right)
Repeat Chorus
But I dont wanna fall in love
(dont wanna fall in love)
Til I fall in love with you
And you showed me what my heart already knew
(what my heart already knew)
I dont wanna fall in love
(dont wanna fall in love no..)
Til I know the love is true
Cause i need (cause i need)
You to feel the way i do
When i give my heart to you
When I give my heart to you...
Tried giving my heart out, but what did I get? 期待，能让世界上最绝望的人继续爬起来往前走。 This isn't true anymore, cause I have lost and gave up on it.
I am feeling fatigue from work and everything. I guess I need to go away for a short holiday to correct my mood.
Been playing this song... Grh..
Title: I Don't Wanna Fall In Love
Who needs to feel that way
Who needs those words to say
Who wants to give their heart
To watch love fade away
Cause I made up my mind
I didnt wanna know
Why should i find a love
That isnt here to stay
I wasnt waiting until you came along
And now i need you to tell me
where my heart belongs
[Chorus]
But i dont wanna fall in love
til i fall in love with you
and you showed me what my heart already knew
(my heart knew)
I dont wanna fall in love
Til I know the love is true
Cuz i need (cuz i need)
you to feel the way i do
when i give my heart to you
I've seen the tears they cry
When its time for goodbye
I didnt wanna be the one who's asking why
I didnt think that i would ever feel so strong
but now i know that i was wrong
Chorus
Now i believe its worth the chance
to find the love to last (my life) for all my life
Give me a sign so i will always know this love is right
(this love is right)
Repeat Chorus
But I dont wanna fall in love
(dont wanna fall in love)
Til I fall in love with you
And you showed me what my heart already knew
(what my heart already knew)
I dont wanna fall in love
(dont wanna fall in love no..)
Til I know the love is true
Cause i need (cause i need)
You to feel the way i do
When i give my heart to you
When I give my heart to you...
Tried giving my heart out, but what did I get? 期待，能让世界上最绝望的人继续爬起来往前走。 This isn't true anymore, cause I have lost and gave up on it.
I am feeling fatigue from work and everything. I guess I need to go away for a short holiday to correct my mood.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
What is wrong
I dont know what is wrong with me, on Saturday, I forgot to take my keys knowing that I need to go back to my cck hse to bring some things back to JB..
I brought my JB phone back and couldnt find it inside my bag, and I saw my phone this morning. Ended up buying a damn prepaid card pack for RM8.50.
I couldn't concentrate on driving and almost crash onto the kerb....
What has gotten into me??
I brought my JB phone back and couldnt find it inside my bag, and I saw my phone this morning. Ended up buying a damn prepaid card pack for RM8.50.
I couldn't concentrate on driving and almost crash onto the kerb....
What has gotten into me??
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